Saturday, August 14, 2010
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
GOD! :'( its almost 2 effin months. i so wish i was over you! I REALLY HATE THIS FEELING. pathetic ):
it seems you like someone else now. SO OBVIOUS. haaaih. dont care la. i'm still trying to forget you. but i can't. i dont even know why i'm still so into you. NO MATTER WHAT I DO I JUST CANT! :'s i talk about you less now, thats only cause people are tired of hearing me mention your name or anything that involves you in it. but i still feel so guilty and pathetic inside when i see you. guilty cause i was the one who broke up with you in the first place just because of something silly. and pathetic cause i'm still so into you when i have already totally embaressed myself a thousand time by apologising. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME DUDE? HUH? :'s while your there being happy im here thinking about you. I DONT CARE IF WE ARENT TOGETHER. i just want you back as a friend. like we used to be, since primary 6. even if we werent the best of friend during that time. we still shared laughter. OH GOD! :'/ i dont wanna be like this
anymore ba! :'s I WANNA GET OVER YOU! but i want us to be friends. FML FML FML FML FMLDD! .l.
