"he's over you, why cant you accept?
its a fact, you cant change"
HAAA! and thats how you comfert me? by making me feel worse?? and excuse me,
"i know youre pissed at me
i know you hate me too
but i dont know whats the reason
and what caused these fuckin chaos too"
DID I EVER EVEN SAY I HATED YOU? can dont?? please?! huh??
"remember when i tried to talk to you?
you know im fucking sad at that time too
but why did you ran away?"
"YOU EVEN PUSHED ME AWAY AND PLAY ALONG WITH THE GUYS"
so can you please refresh my memorry? tell me, when did i not talk to you? OR AND WHEN HAVE I PUSHED YOU AWAY?? i was always dragging you in. cant you see that? huh?? your the who's been doing all the pushing. i was always alone. and sometime stuff you say really hurts me. but i diam nia. please la. think before you write. cause you seriously ugh. i cant describe how i feel right now. i felt so sick to my guts today. and the reason i cant over him is because its hard. havent you thought of how much im trying? how much pain i go through everyday?! how im feeling right now? whats happening when im at home?? you dont know right?? :'s so please, dont go writing stuff that is so cruel. cause i seriously am in the bottomless pitt and i all i need is for my friends to understand. like seriously, i miss my mom&i miss him. CANT ANYONE FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME?! ;'(
