damn! im moody. just so goddamn moody, and now im having a fever!:D. ugh, cant stop thinking about negative stuff! FUDGE! errgh. im gonna take it all out here! cause no one can judge me or pity me.

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  i hate it if he doesn't contact me!


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  i hate it if he doesnt tell me anything!


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  i hate it if he lies!


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  i hate it if he smokes!


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  i hate it if he ignores me!


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  i hate it if his "girl" friends gives him pet name! FUDGEUP! that just pisses me off to the max.


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  GODDAMNIT! i hate that i love him so ergggh MUCH till i make something so small get to me. i just hate it! hate it! i hate it! i hate it!

yes, im very fcuuked up right now. ugh! i have no mood for anything. NOTHING at all! i wish he can tell that im moody == im a very ultra super dupper sensitive girl

im being a drama queen right now. BUT SO WHAT? i dont care! urrrrgh! i hate days like this i hate!

lets talk about positive thoughts, he could be busy, out of credit or asleep!

• im with him because i choose to.
• im with him cause he cares.
• im with him because he understand.
• im with him because his easy to be around with
• im with him because no matter what, we will never stay mad at each other
• im with him because i know we are meant for each other and,
• im with him because i LOVE him. :'s

well, that's it. no one will read this anyway.

bye.WPMJ<3