baaaaaoxii :3
well,
Wednesday, December 30, 2009

helo!


hmm, guess what? me and EMILY TEO are ok again. see! we cant stay mad at each other long :s even if we say we mean it :/ LOL i feel so urr, weird and akward with her tadi at gadong. haha. dont know why. i got tons and tons of story. tapi, im lazy to tell you. HAHA. buuuuuh~ ;p

byebye, WAFIUDDIN PMJ!


Saturday, December 26, 2009



im bored


trilalala,what to do? im lazy to do anything!

and you know what?
...
i miss WAFIUDDIN PMJ!


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

A "friend" uses friends to accomplish a means to an end.
When you cry,
a "friend" callously brushes it aside and yet expects you to sympathize when things aren't going right with them.
You call that “friend”,but she won't answer, yet when she calls, she expect to you to pick up
the phone on the first ring.
Where is she when you need help? well, she is busy doing her own thing
Until it’s time to call you to her side. “am i not right?”
Still, through it all WE have remained her friend. Gosh, when will it end?
Hands stretched out expecting, always with a friendly, cajoling smile
On her face.
Yet, when you look at her, there is no trace of the deceit inside,
and the uncaring attitude she hide. “good acter kaliaaa ;p”
The facade she erected, the smiling eyes, the caring words, oh my,
it is just a frace.
WE have always been there for her, but where was she
in OUR darkest hour?
Scarce a trace.
The little sacrifices, the words of encouragement you give, are
overlooked, when it’s all about her.
Gifts that were given, long forgotten, like dust brushed under a rug.
Hurt and anger builds up.
What else would you expect. A change for the better,
is that too much to ask?
But now you are faced with an insurmountable task of living your life with
one less friend. :'D


If you’re reading this, its for you. Yes you! let this be the first and last poem i write, to my dearly beloved EX bestfriend. :'D peace

.

pooof
Monday, December 21, 2009

hey'all!

havent been blogging lately, cause im laaazy. haha. pfft ;p anyway, i got alot to tell you :D

two days ago i had this barbeque party at xiibao's crib till 11pm. gosh, when i came back, i was red like a tomatto. NO, instead of being red i became all white and peachy. HAHA. :p you would guess why. anyway, i met up with some of my old friends and some who i knew but never met before, it was fun ;p but gawd, my hair was a wreck == i was planning to go back and change and fix my hair, cause i went to the mall earlier that day, went to watch avatar with doreen they all. i was hopping he would show up. but naah, i guess his busy ;p so buu-huu for me then.

well, i just got up. i slept at 6 something in the morning and was awaken by a message, and i was glad, cause it was from him! :D tee hee. we messaged for two hours. and like usuall, he would stop replying. guys -.- pfft. anyway, he did mc me at 1 something, but i ignored it cause i was sleeping :p blabla, and he mc-ed me again at 4 just now, which was more like calling then mc-ing ;p so i mc-ed back. wheee, this is so random. HAHA. so ok. i guess that's it. and yeaah, tummey and emily broke up :s long story lazy to talk about it.

byebye, Wafiuddin Pmj's


haha!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009

hey there!!


im here at huey pyng's house. and woah, nosiy~ :p the the bro is bullying the sis. kelian ah. HAHA. i wanna charge my lappy, but im shy to ask where the plug is. hahaha. i know where it is but its far from the sofa :p haha. lazybummass. anyway, im starving :p i wanna eat turkey. pokpokpok. HAHAH! wooo! ok that's all.


byebye, wafiuddin pmj!


hey there.

helo.
ehmmmm, so, sorry i didn't updated much yesterday, wasn't really in the mood :'/ who cares about me? no one reads my blog anyway == ok, continuing on with what i wanted to say. so yesterday i had a big dinner, and woaaahhhhhhhhhhh! i helped cooked too (a) well, sorta. hahah. the food was (y)(y)(y)(y) four thumbs up :D wheeee! haha.
my sis josie is gonna pick me up later for a pre-christmass party at her friends house, huey pyng woah, let me tell you, "whoever you is. hahaha. apaaakan." that huey pyng is a great cook. gosh, a very good one. no she is not a chef but she is a nurse. a person who can save lives and cook. i know right? hhhahaha. again, apaaaaakan.
and and yesterday i video call sama si aniz YEAHHH! from spore. she chat sama si mimin and videoed call with me. *twinkle eyes. she bought me this awesome shirt(y) i love it. wheeee! thankyou aniz :D see, my girlpren loves me. hahahahahhaha. apaaaakan. i miss her already. she bought a new converse shoe. emily i miss you too :'\ gosh, i miss nisah, iss, chloe, tiar, nazir, aiddi, even brent and joshua. and many many many more! and ofcours my one and only Wafiuddin PMJ xox, but he didnt contacted me at all yesterday D': what's wrong with him? busy maybe :/ hmm,

ok byebye, wafiuddin pmj! i lololoveyou :'D


sorry for their loss :'/
Tuesday, December 15, 2009

im sorry for their loss.
jayson's mom just passed away at midnight 15/12/09 :'/ apaarently her blood presure went very low then high again, that's what i heard though. but it was all off a sudden. i heard that she was still ok yesterday. D': gosh, i couldn't sleep at all yesterday. i slept at 5. i felt so sad cause it was someone i sorta knew. and its a "MOM" not granny or what, and she was only 44 years old :'/ i hope that their ok . so i guess that's all for now.

aunty ahgon may you rest in peace (':


NOOOOO!
Monday, December 14, 2009

pffffffft!

my dad is planning to change me to iternational school after form 2 == im either going to JIS, ISB or PDS a.k.a SMS but i dont wanna! i've been schooling at CHMS for practically my whole life D': GAWD! this is just CRAPTACULAR! i dont know how to make new friends == they'll think im weird or just UNUSUAL. huhu,i only know one friend from PDS and thats JOLENEE TAY!

gosh :/ even though its next next year, im already worrying. i dont like changing school. unless if i know lots of people there i wont mind. but i dont == hmmpft! i rather go to, ST.ANDREWS or SMJA == its closer to chms :D lol. my cunning plan is to busy my dad with stuff so he'll forget. HAAHA. apaaakan? antah ih. that all ih. im ver emosi right now == HAHA. pffft.

byebye, wafiuddin pmj<3


ku kan setia bersamamu, menjaga dirimu :'D

he messaged! finally! he has no more credit == he is saving it so that atleast he can mc me :D aww, i know right? HAHA! and i was being so emotional :$
now im missing aniz,like hell T.T im bored ah. nobody webcaming with me or whatsoever, fudge! ANIZ! hahaha. gilaaaaa! she suddenly online just now then off. wtf? :/ anyway, later again. if i got anything to blab about.

byebye, wafiuddin pmj's


fudge!

helo :\
currently webcaming with emily im still not in the mood, all because of him aniz is at the airport already, she suddenly offline just now, huhu :'\
i messaged him tadi but he nada reply == ughh, im pissed. and this staying at home and not doing anything is making me crazy, currently having fever also. and im hungry.

im thinking of ending it with him, just thoughts la. im not gonna do it == NEVER. i love him to much, even though he pisses me off at time. eeessh, he didnt reply my message == BULLCRAP

byebye, wafiuddin


hmmpft ==


you jerk! message me will ya? HAHA. well, he hasn't message but he got mc, ALOT of time :D but it ain't good enough ==




currently webcaming with ANIZ she's going to spore later at 6.55? hmmpft, im gonna be all alone, but she'll try to on at spore :D for me and mimin ;p whee, sayang i'll miss you. buy me lots of stuff ok? (a) HAHA. peace yo!

WHEE! that's all for now, wanna eat lunch ;p

byebye, wafiuddin


just go away!
Sunday, December 13, 2009

i just got up and its 4.25. i dont feel like waking up at all == still moody!


he mc-ed me just for awhile, and when i mc-ed him he reject? antah ih. sasak ku. i dont know what his up to recently. he'll always tell me if his busy or having pratice for futsal or whatever, he'll tell me! GAWD!


and this few days i've been having awfull dreams and waking up bursting into tears == damn, that just brighten my day up for sure! :D and all i do is sit in my room and play my laptop. hadn't seen my family for awhile == even though we live together. fudge! im a coward! i wish to just go away, far far away ==

aniz is flying tomorrow, she's going to spore for a week. hmm, gonna miss her :/ im gonna be lonely without her. D': then i'll have to go crazy alone until she comes back. planning to go gadong with her today but she has other plan with her cousins. their going to swimming, she ask me if i wanna come along but i didn't want to.


iss asked me to acompanny her to gadong on monday, but i cant :/ sorry iss. hmm, and emily yesterday suddenly offline and never re-on. bah, that's it. im tired.



byebye,wafiuddin

he just mc-ed==




the volcano is eerupting!
Saturday, December 12, 2009

damn! im moody. just so goddamn moody, and now im having a fever!:D. ugh, cant stop thinking about negative stuff! FUDGE! errgh. im gonna take it all out here! cause no one can judge me or pity me.



yes, im very fcuuked up right now. ugh! i have no mood for anything. NOTHING at all! i wish he can tell that im moody == im a very ultra super dupper sensitive girl

im being a drama queen right now. BUT SO WHAT? i dont care! urrrrgh! i hate days like this i hate!

lets talk about positive thoughts, he could be busy, out of credit or asleep!

well, that's it. no one will read this anyway.

bye.WPMJ<3



where are you?

GAWD, im bored. like seriously. i cant wait for next week, im gonna be out and about :D i've been craving for stuff! FOODS! *drools. HAHA. and no, im not PREGNANT! ==

currently webcaming with my two sayang, EMILY and ANIZ i cried when i saw emily's face :'/ cause i miss her, i miss you all too la ;p hehe. LOL! she said my hair lawa. HAHAHA. kambang ku ih. and aniz looks sick D: god, im so worried, i ask her to go rest but she want to wait for MIMIN. see how much she loves you? HUH? HUH? ==

im so fraking moody? mood-swings? cause,

he hasn't misscalled me since just now afternoon D: its not like him, he say he is in total freedoom now, but he didnt even message )': god, i miss him! since the day of the "wrong message inciddent" i never seem to trust him that much since before :'\ gosh T.T

ok that's it for now. bye. wafiuddin pmj:/


helo!

woosshh!

im bored! like always == woke up early today cause i got to do chores (a) hahaha.

anyway heard this gilafreakingrugged song KRANK THAT CICAK MAN! hahaha! rugged mahn :p i was like laughing like hell!

kan cuba rap jua eh ;p HAHHA! jealous me. krank that cicak man, hot dam wootwoot! HAHA. apaakan? LAME! haha. wip cream kinda hot ;p WOAH! hahaah.

ok that's it for now, maybe update lagi later ;p

byebye! wafiuddin pmj<3


aku bored :/

HEY!

uhmm, aku masaani webcaming with ANIZ my gay-partner ;p heyoh apaakan? hahah! anyway, im seriously very very very BORED == aniz doesn't seem happy tonight :/ but she say she is but i know she isn't.

we are planning to make a gathering party on the 1st january, bowling tounament ;p but we aren't even sure if we can go == transportation problem :/

GAWD! i seriously miss my boyfriend, he messaged to say goodnight though :D atleat that helps abit, but not seeing him kills me! D': not literally, just mentally.


i love you so god damn much! the sweetest dessert in this whole wide world can never compare to you, i get a sugar rush just thinking about you! you always lighten my darkest day :'D i love you, forever and always baby! XOX
hahaha! woossh! aniz seem very moody D: no cracky-ness tonight. just a quiet moody one D': or is she just focusing on something? hmm, ok up to here. i wanna see what she's doing and try to crack her up >:D yeaaapie! whatever la me == im so lame! LAME! this post is also lame.
byebye! Wafiuuddin PMJ<3

just a quick post!
Friday, December 11, 2009

WHEEEEE!!

i wanna say a whole lot of a thankyou to my girlpren ANIZ :D she helped me out with my blog as you can see. cause im a NEWBIE hahaha.

uhhm. i guess that's it. AND AND! i miss my boypren!

and ofcourse

well ok, that's it :D

BYEBYE!

WAFIUDDIN PMJ's



HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO.

aniz is here, updating my girlfriend's blog. as you can see, she changed her skin. well, "i" changed the skin, to be exact ;p HEHE. thats all i want to say. HAHA

xx

FOOD POISONING
Thursday, December 10, 2009

woo, havent been blogging for a long time i seriously have no idea how to blog. HAHA. anyway, i did'nt had any decent good night rest for THREE NIGHTS!wanna know why? even if you dont wanna know i'll tell you anyway. HAHA! its because of Food poisoning. and its not the type that might kill you, just the one that gives you a hell lot of a toilet break and tummy ache. so now im sorta moody.
yesterday night i webcamed with aniz and her gayboy mimin! i was so cracked yesterday, and and its their 2NDMONTHSARRY! good fer them, but si mimin atu doesnt like to celebrate monthsarry, he only celebrates anniversary. pfft! so keep it up till a year! no TEN! then straight away get marride! HAHA ;p
i miss si wafiuddin ): we went to see new moon at gadong the other day, i didnt enjoy the movie thanks to some stupid people! and lemme tell you a story about that "specific people" sitting behind us, couples actually.
the girl was chinese and so was the boyfriend. i so wanted to re-arrange their faceses so badly, the girl was complaining that we were being to noisy but HEY! the movie hasnt started yet. so i turned around to
look at her, ugghh! she was like a BITCH! by the time the movie was starting i already had no mood to concentrate on it, and what more? the boyfriend was kicking my chair and the girl was giggling like a whore! ugh, i regreted so badly not to start a fight. enough with them,the movie my boy had to go home, so we had some time alone to say goodbye ;p it was hillarious, when we went down the dad was standing there, so i quickly let go of him. then i was like blur all of a sudden instead of going to ego i went utama grand. HAHAHAH! == so when he went home i "salam" him and he gave me a hug and a kiss on my cheeck ;p mimin was being very gay and wanted to kiss him too. HHAHA. i found out that they we're both cheating me and aniz, thay we're gaypartners :o HAHAH. apaakan?
and i forgot
to mention iss met zul and they held hands in the cinema ;p well, only as friends. they did'nt hook up. huhu. and emily is in jail, her big boss aka MOM grounded her cause she found out about her and tumey ;p what a pity. chloe is in sanfrancisco and its almost winter! lucky her, she also went skydiving :o she said it was fun. hmm, i wanna have a reunion but some off us are busy or overseas so i'll wait ill everyone is free and back!
ok till here.
byebye. ilovewafiuddin!<3